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January 14, 2007
If you don't want to talk about it, then it isn't love
I found, when I tried to find Theodore Roethke poems online, that there are very few of them about. Don't know if that means he's out of favor, or if his estate is very picky, but it did make me want to get him on the web. Here's one that touched me hard today, "Words for the Wind."
I love all of it, really, but especially these bits: "I'm odd and full of love," and "I cherish what I have had of the temporal." I haven't read much *about* Roethke, but I do know that he had many breakdowns. I glean from his verse, though, that he had a very full experience of love, and he gets so much of it across in his words.
Words for the Wind
Theodore Roethke
1.
Love, love, a lily’s my care,
She’s sweeter than a tree.
Loving, I use the air
Most lovingly: I breathe;
Mad in the wind I wear
Myself as I should be,
All’s even with the odd,
My brother the vine is glad.
Are flower and seed the same?
What do the great dead say?
Sweet Phoebe, she’s my theme:
She sways whenever I sway.
“O love me while I am,
You green thing in my way!”
I cried, and the birds came down
And made my song their own.
Motion can keep me still:
She kissed me out of thought
As a lovely substance will;
She wandered; I did not:
I stayed, and light fell
Across her pulsing throat;
I stared, and a garden stone
Slowly became the moon.
The shallow stream runs slack;
The wind creaks slowly by;
Out of a nestling’s beak
Comes a tremulous cry
I cannot answer back;
A shape from deep in the eye--
That woman I saw in a stone--
Keeps pace when I walk alone.
2.
The sun declares the earth;
The stones leap in the stream;
On a wide plain, beyond
The far stretch of a dream,
A field breaks like the sea;
The wind’s white with her name,
And I walk with the wind.
The dove’s my will today.
She sways, half in the sun:
Rose, easy on a stem,
One with the sighing vine,
One to be merry with,
And pleased to meet the moon.
She likes wherever I am.
Passion’s enough to give
Shape to a random joy:
I cry delight: I know
The root, the core of a cry.
Swan-heart, arbutus-calm,
She moves when time is shy:
Love has a thing to do.
A fair thing grows more fair;
The green, the springing green
Makes an intenser day
Under the rising moon;
I smile, no mineral man;
I bear, but not alone,
The burden of this joy.
3.
Under a southern wind,
The birds and fishes move
North, in a single stream;
The sharp stars swing around;
I get a step beyond
The wind, and there I am,
I’m odd and full of love.
Wisdom, where is it found?--
Those who embrace, believe.
Whatever was, still is,
Says a song tied to a tree.
Below, on the ferny ground,
In rivery air, at ease,
I walk with my true love.
What time’s my heart? I care.
I cherish what I have
Had of the temporal:
I am no longer young
But the winds and waters are;
What falls away will fall;
All things bring me to love.
4.
The breath of a long root,
The shy perimeter
Of the unfolding rose,
The green, the altered leaf,
The oyster’s weeping foot,
And the incipient star--
Are part of what she is.
She wakes the ends of life.
Being myself, I sing
The soul’s immediate joy.
Light, light, where’s my repose?
A wind wreathes round a tree.
A thing is done: a thing
Body and spirit know
When I do what she does:
Creaturely creature, she!--
I kiss her moving mouth,
Her swart hilarious skin;
She breaks my breath in half;
She frolicks like a beast;
And I dance round and round,
A fond and foolish man,
And see and suffer myself
In another being, at last.
Posted by Rose at January 14, 2007 10:56 AM
Comments
I seem to recall that his estate is picky.
Posted by: I. at January 14, 2007 11:43 AM